I love Jesus with all my heart but lately we have not been going to church. I felt that i was called by God to be a Minister and let's just say that when i told my Pastor ; he didn't really agree or disagree but at the same time. I was told that I already have a ministry because I was also a youth teacher. Well to make a long story short i felt my home church and moved my letter to another church. I felt God was telling my to move on this matter and since then i have been to two other church and i am not happy spiritually. I feel that now i should have waited and listen to more to my pastor but the key question is what do i do now ; and how do allow God to return the joy of my salvation. Just pray for me.