I don't know

I don't what is wrong with me spiritually. I know i am a Christian and that i live for Christ but i constantly find myself struggling to get on Sunday morning. I was so on fire for the Lord, desiring to be in His holy presence and i still desire that and long for that. I read my bible and i pray but not like i was. I feel that i put a lot of things before God and at the same time i know that i am clinging to Him for my everything. I think instead of looking with my natural eyes ; i need to open up my spiritual eyes. I know that i am the apple of God's eye. And that He has a hedge of protection around me and our family. I know that i am blessed and eternally secure but I need more. I need the joy of my salvation to return to me.